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Sunday, March 29, 2009



HEE!! WE'RE GOING TO TIOMAN SOON!> IM = HAPPY CUZ LOOLA RAWKS! but i heard the toilets... NO TOILET DOOR. OMG! two people gonna see you nude.. EEEYUCK! MUST MAkE SURE HOwWARd Not in mine ho!!! wana stick in my PJs all day long.




HMM HOLs




HAI !!! Holiday here! but i have the tennis camp going on for mon to wed! i so clever hor! dont plaay too good so can stay with beginners then can slack. HEh! witty me. christa ben and me are soo bored at home on skype haiz. what to do... i keep putting on wait again. unhealthy snakcs the whole day.


Feeling sad... didnt get invited to brendans bd but whateva. wasnt close to him but why did kim get invited!?? she just joined this year.. haiz. nvm im not that sad.THANKS FOR ASkING. lols. Jason didnt get an invite too. yup sucks but im moving house soon! YEAH but losing my dog NOO but yeah cuz hes gonna live with more great danes so he'll be happier. but ill miss him.

SACRIFICE its for a good and Better cause.





Friday, March 27, 2009




haiz so much is going on thats why havent had time to do this blog
wont say all.too tired'
my dog has to go.
im sad
moving to old house-condo
river valley thats cool but the dog isnt
bus to school yay
small house i cant take it.
less privacy
Holidays here. its getting wasted/
help



Saturday, March 21, 2009

Yes Man
Ya ! well this are two whacky things to do during the holidays or not!
1. i just watched yes man and its so cool!
the last week of school is coming and im gonna be a yes man! WAY TO GO POSITIVE!
so from mon to friday! yes to everything.
gonna be maddie WOOT
2.keep a egg make it your friend draw on it take care of it for the whole month.
it shows how responsible u are!
ya what ever say its easy just wait
youl;ll crack it
by the way you have to carry it with you everywhere!
Im not doing this one this holiday..
did last year already! hehe

Friday, March 20, 2009

Whatcha gonna do.
Hee... so as you know for my school,the holiday is comin. Yay.
What do you plan to do.
relate back to the other holidays and what you did.
Are you going to stay on the computer and tv the whole day in aircorn
play a video game or two?
Play an account game
Go out shopping eveyr day
Party with friends
get fat watching movies?
WOOT! cant wait eh.
Im gonna drink cartons of milk and eat nachos till i get diarohea and get fat watching moviese HEEE and go PARTY!!!!!!!!!>.<>
And when school starts theres the tioman trip and kayaking I SO ExCITED
LIKE YEAH
Lost the election but new stuff to look forward to! CANT WAIT? wait la. be patient la.



Simple points to Manage and lead.
Know your team
Get them emotionally involved
Set a target
Make it fun but really effective
Make your mates better than you
Set boundaries
Let them make mistakes
Accept their limitations
Encourage them
Find the right people
When someone deserves credit, Give it.
Get the best resources
Celebrate
Be sensitive to friction between members.
Have good atmosphere
Inspire loalty and team spirit
Fight for them
Trust them
Respect all ideas
Listen
Adapt to their styles
Learn for them
Say yes
Bring solutions not problems
Get it done
Set standards
Enjoy it
Be proactive not reactive
Be consistent
Have a game plan but keep it secret
Be creative
Face the future
Cut the crap and prioritize
Learn from mistakes
Know when to let go
Be flexible
Speak the truth


Virtues

Can you fulfil all the virtues?
Responsibility
Courage
Compassion
Loyalty
Honesty
Friendship
Persistence
Hard Work
Self-Discipline.
Faith.
Can you do it all.
You try
You decide


Heaven

H-Happiness next to eternity
A-Abundance
V-Vision
E-Ease
A-Abundance
N-NOW as one joined togeter.
Love is heaven. Fear is hell


You will accept as much happiness , love and peace as you think you deserve.
Any more and you must choose either to,
`1.Sabotage and push away your joy or,
'2change your mind about yourself
Forgiveness is the choice for wholeness,it is the medium of miracles
through forgiveness you affirm,
1.I am whole
2.No one can theaten or take away my wholeness.
credits to paul wilson.
Hapiness IS free-THERE ARE NO CONDITIONS!
Hapiness requires no sacrifice, only acceptance.
hapiness happens when you let it.
When you forgive someone,it sets you free.
To forgive, love must mean more to you than pain.
Gratitude is open heart therapy.
More stuff cannot buy you more hapiness.
People who are grateful always seem to have something to be happy about.
Whatever you appreciate, appreciates in value.
Real wealth is not about how much you own,but how much you appeciate what you have.
This is because real wealth is an estate of Mind.
Nothing in the world can make you happy.
Everything in the world can encourage you to be happy
Nothing in the world can make you sad,
Everything in the world can encourage you to be sad.


Look forward not backward

Hapiness is not outside you its the potention in you.
True hapiness is beyond ego.
You will never become happy,you can only be happy.
Life is all about being first
If you want love, be loving first.
if you want trust,be trusting first.
If you want forgiveness,be forgiving first.
If you want honesty,be honest first.
If you want courage,be courageous first.
If you want inspiration, be a Light first!
Happiness cannot happen without decision to be happy
Love cannot grow without your decision to be happy.
Love cannot grow without your decision to be loving.
Peace cannot blossom without your decision to be peaceful
Freedom cannot bloom without your decision to be free
Miracles cannot flower without your decision to be open
Bliss cannot flourish without your decision to be open.
Heaven cannot bear its fruits without your decision to receive.
****Unless you are happy with ,you will not be happy with ***********
what you do,
what you have,
where you are,
who you are with.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

ఘ్మ్స్గ్మ్స్మ్న్ గ్డ్క్ఫ్గో వెర్తొమ్క్క్ష్గ్మ్ఫ్వ్ క్ష్ల్క్గ్ అక్ద్మ్గ్కొపెర్మ్క్ఘొత్య్ఖ్క్ష్గ్మ్కొవ్క్మ్ థ్ ఆత్రం ఒత్ర్క్ ఖ సోఅప్ కిఒవె
First love is only a little foolishness and a lot of curiosity.George
Bernard shaw.
Is what you think love really is ?
well its not
love is not just for fame. WONT MENTION names.
Love is incredible to feel.
You will think of the person the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night.
You'll talk to them like crazy and see them as yourself.
You'll feel happy and great.
But what is your thinking?
Do you think you are in love?
or is it just for fame]
Wait for the right person.
I believe theres someone for everyone.
Wait.
Just wait
She /he'll come.
I promise
But you must do your part.


how.

Ya Ok.. Howard....
I know im trying now to not be An ass to howard but he isnt really improving. Hasnt even got the guts to kick jeremys ass once... EE YE! HOWARD... MORE LIKE COWARD... LOUSY MATH MORE LIKE BRAIN backward...
OMG see I just did it again... AHH! Its just that he is so useless!!! dioesnt change at all. keep telling him to stop kissing up to jeremy. Omg. its like maddie going sorry x 2000 to sze yuan for no reason!! LOL YES... THE WORD TO SAY NOW IS SHUT UP./.. But for howard... he isnt ttalking so must say [][][][] OFF!!!! or he wont... Must really run away for him to not stalk you!> Everytime say come buy bubble tea then jeremy not going so he change plans and abandon me.
Not like i want him to go but he is the only one who will go at the time.. STUPID DROOLER BLORRRRRR(DROOL SOUND)
OMG ANGEL just sneezed SO FUNNY LIKE ''''ZCHU*UUUUD SHZNUUZCHHHED.''''

And tommorow theres some concert and next friday we are acting in front of all the grade 8s .! jed , me , yuting and kim(YAY!) we rawk!!!. but jedd arhh... SMALL CONCENTRATION SPAn... piss me off a little.. but i know his innocent.
Oh ya that Mr b ah!! so childish like small nerd kid.. rajater la he.. so howarajatafaggotish... ok thats a new word... cant give more time or i get super high for test !... DIAOS./

Oh and sze ask me to add a Q box or C box to comment ITS C!!! ok im gonna at it now and then add smalll smart posts that doesnt have to do with school


Howard.



19/03/09

Ok. So hi. Yeah. Im on skype with angel ,christa,keng and sze right now. 8.57 waiting for heroes and knight rider and about to my hist homework later.:::~2 more weeks to holiday~
Ok So this is it. This part of my life is 'HiGh ScHoOl.' The time and age where we say' awww you like him!! aww you like her!! dont lie!' or 'come i tell you a secret' or ' OMOGsh stupid teacher so much hw' or play wierd hand thingy movements. I know i wrote alot of stuff about how to be perfect and improve on your life. But its impossible to be perfect.No one can. God itsnt his prob is that he is perfect SEE? People cant be so awake at every second of the day to be realizing who is a good friend and who isnt or what is embarrasing and egoistic and who isnt.Its our conscienceness. Well that or the fact the being perfect is being smart which leads to not being funny and instead being mature which makes you sad and a loner. NO FUN LA! understand?
Yah so you can learn from your mistakes and change to improve really slowly or you can HAVE FUN AND LEARN!!!!!!! its reflecting!! during the holiday! remember. 10 minutes a day sit down anywhere and do nothing. DONT DOZE OFF LA!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

One last thing
I,m going to sleep in 3minutes so one last really cool quote i found on the internet.
Check this.=\
You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger.
Buddha
In all the quotes put yourself and your life in the quote and empathise with others.
It helps.
Stops anger.
You will feel great to be the first to forgive.
Trust me


Hi.
This is a piece of advice i learnt in a book which really helps.
Everyday.
take 5 minutes or 10 .
No music
No lights
No sounds
No fitjeting
Just sit and do nothing.
Time will seem to pass by really slow
We relax our mind and actually cool down
Just try it during the holidays.
It works.


Truth

The truth will set you free.

Whenever you have truth it must be given with love, or the message and the messenger will be rejected.
Mahatma Gandhi.
When the truth isn't pleasent, transfer the message slowly and with love till it can be accepted.
Time helps.

The buddha is a believing of full understanding peace and patience.
There is no fire like passion, there is no shark like hatred, there is no snare like folly, there is no torrent like greed.
Buddha
We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.
Buddha
To conquer oneself is a greater task than conquering others.
Buddha

Monday, March 16, 2009

YUCK! just bathed./.. i did it again... every monday... i HATE IT~! DREADFUL pull for hygiene


ARghh~

My hair so itchy!!!! eeg... need to use that conditioner thing.. sumthing about dry scalp and all... or maybe just rashes from rufus.
I have to finish that stupid mr Bs revision notes.. sucks!.. tuesdays are horrible subjects the whole day... no slack periods and guitar after.. tireing.GOD HELP ME 2 more weeks-HOLIDAY COMON COMON COMON>>> WE CAN DO THIS PUSH PUSH!!!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Its whats inside
You will always forget inside that inner beauty will always matter and not how one looks.we always get deceived and are biased to one another.If only we all looked alike.We'll all be realizing who is good and bad... if only... i mean i know you would deny this accusation but comon ill give you a big example if you're in my school. Shut up about rajat. I might make fun of him sometimes but i do to everyone else. Im not biased... he doesnt hate me nowadays cause i've changed. I hope for the better but with guidance from my friends im sure.


I came to this worrld on october the 11th

Libras born October 11 have the ability to put others at ease. They have a sweet and sensitive nature, which in no way implies a lack of strength. They possess considerable grit and determination and are often drawn toward adventure despite being somewhat afraid of what it will bring.
Libra Informationfor October 11You should embrace: Charity, good conscience, belief in selfYou should avoid: Emotionalism, inner fears, living in the pastFriends and Lovers Friends accord October 11 people some of the greatest joys in life. October 11 people are vulnerable to the emotional ups and downs of
love. Relationships mean everything to these people, and when they maintain a good one, they blossom spiritually. Children and Family People born on this date may have experienced significant restrictions in childhood. Because it's difficult for these people to break with the past, they may benefit from therapy once they reach adulthood. Parenthood lets them work through childhood issues. Health October 11 people need to break with tradition and start a health regimen that is present- and future-oriented. This way, these occasionally timid people can remake themselves in their own image. Because they have a great deal of emotional strength, they benefit from prayer and meditation. Career and Finances October 11 natives love beauty in all its forms but have a special talent for words. Because they go about their work in an unassuming way, it's amazing to see how they are transformed by the exercise of their talents. They are addicted to a luxurious lifestyle, which creates problems if they do not maintain good credit. Dreams and Goals October 11 people need to express themselves through artistic means, usually in words. They like the goodies that money can bring, but they also realize that they need to find spiritual satisfaction, which is most likely to come to them via relationships.


Life is a maze and love is a riddle
Lenka.
Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.
Marie Curie
Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.
Hans Christian Anderson
In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.
Charlie Brown
The Best Things in Life are Free.
B.G. DeSylva, Lew Brown, and Ray Henderson
Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.
Kahlil Gibran
Life is a game, boy. Life is a game that one plays according to the rules.
J. D. Salinger
Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon.
Woody Allen
Life isn't fair. It's just fairer than death, that's all.
William Goldman
Live dangerously and you live right.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
The purpose of life is a life of purpose.
Robert Byrne
There is no wealth but life.
John Ruskin
Everything has been figured out, except how to live.
Jean-Paul Sartre
Life is nothing without friendship.
Marcus Tullius Cicero
how will you spend yours.........


Anatomy , it helps l00k down


Chemestry.
either you've got it or you dont.


Forgive and Forget

Forgive and forget.
Thats what they say.
Its good advice,but its not very practical
When someone hurts us,we want to hurt them back
when someone relics us, we want to be right.
without forgiveness, old scores are never settled,old woons never heal.
but the most that we can hope for, is that oneday,we'll be lucky enough, to forget


its how it works

At some point, you have to make a descision. boundaries dont keep other people out.they fence you in.Life is messy.Thats how we;re made.
So, you can waste your life drawing lines, or you can live your life, crossing them.
But there are some lines which are way too dangerous to cross.

Heres what i know.
If you're willing to take a chance, the view from the other side, is spectacular


Choice

Its the choices we make which decide the path we take.
and how we choose, its up to us.

Friday, March 13, 2009

omg.
Welll........ you know... certain stuff attract you to your 'dream' partner
aparrently... i know what are good stuff in a person-honesty,patience,looks and so onnn... but everyones different no matter how clerver we are, we are attracted to a certain type of person.you just dont know it yet.
Im apparently i found out im attrracted to these.
-fashionable
-good in art/ sports /math
-needs lots of caring
-very happy lots of the time
-doesnt come and get involved with me too much
-Right amount of time together
-Smells nice
-nice breath
-cute.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME>.. ANGEL#!@#$!#

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Tommorow!
Omgosoh!!! Tommorow we get to leave at 1 pm for home! :D No history and geog WOOT ME HAPPY! and I asked kimberly come my house she say can! and asking christa now.. hope maryanne doesnt change plans on me !!! :()


Kelly clarkson so fat now so cute


Dont give cards to kengmunn

Ok One thing you must Know and remember
Dont ever lend your playing cards to keng munn
1stly:shuffle in front of people for long time for attention
2ndly: doesnt like to lose in a game stubborn like shenna
3rdly: he will get offended if he wins.
4: SO GAY!


Pimle is dissa,.

HAHQAHA CHRISTA AND ANGEL!!! MY PIMPLE IS DISSAPEARING!>..
omg...
christa keep touching my pimple
not pain not iritating
but when people put their hand
at your face
it sucks.
Christa keeps touching my pimple...
i tell you.
she has a crush on it.
Why would she touch someones pimple
yucky
i wouldn;t would you? diaos!


Happy birthday...

JASON AND AMA's BIRTHDAY!! WOOT
YAY!!! saturday jasons birthday at nicolletes house woot! hehehe got swimming pool
but i have to go to my amas house the whole afternoon SOB SOB.... i sad.
Ill try to make it..... Try..... tryy.....
Nicolletes room so SMALL but normal size la... just compared to my room.
maddie sure cannot come.
hoping howard doesnt come
I dont even know when is jasons birthday WIOOT!
Me =lousy but great friend.


HOT CHICKEN

OMFGosh. HOT AND SPICY CHICKEN
I just ate very very very spicy chicken 30min ago!! OMG SO HOt.. my lips were swelling all red AHHH i brought two cups of water up ... keep drinking... now so full . How the hell christa eat so much chilli in her noodles. she robot de.her pimples fake LAH~.~


Kanye... yuick

Ewww watching american idool right now...
Kanye west sucks!!! such horrible dress sense. HE WOULDNT WIN AMERICAN IDOL in a million years la! alamak. his song so boring! always rap.. and WHAT THE HELL IS THAT THING HANGING OUT of his Pocket LOL SO LAME SIA! got some sort of black thingy scarf hanging out!@ wtf klol. he like children lidat think so cool. !!!


Maryanne

MARYYANNEEE>>>>??....
EEEH IF YOU READING THIS>>>.... THIS is updates you should know (for fun i know you get updated.)
-New girl,many call her bimbo, real name aaron.
-you do too much hw cant tok to you
-maddie becoming howard
-maddies parents in singapore
-christa is wierd but honest
-we miss you
-come back bangla gal.
-alot of new teachers.


SONG!

OMG YAYY!!! I SANG THE SONG! not bad~!
Yeah!!! i sang stand by me in music class!!! omg so fun! Working with kimberly and ben RAWKS!! finaally not embarrased of myself yayy! their now permanent! always gonna kachao them be my partner WAHAHAA...


Treat one like how they treat you

Treat one like how they treat you
haiya... after a while... after howard blew me off last year...maybe i should forge about it even though the titles says the opposite cuz i have made him sad ! was fun. well. Nicholas ong so xtra to people, i gonna extra to him! and maddie now nvr hang out with me so im gonna do that to her. kekeke

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Looks shall not be Judged
ONE LAST THOUGHT!
before my day ends.
Never ever ever never everrerver Judge ANYone ON their looks on how their character is. NEver. HAHAHA i LEARNT THIS! I mean... I know you would say I know that like Long ago but do you use it at school. Dont LIE! Look. relati0nships which are based of looks or sex never last. thats a great evidence. Are you bored... theres heroes in 25 minutes... what eva Cyu goodnight


Death

Death.
My mother just told me her old colleague just commited suicide.He has a family.My father told her cuz the story just came out(not on news).When my mother heard it in the morning she couldn't work the whole day.
The definition of Death
the event of dying or departure from life
everything is in black to commemorate this person i do not know.
What would brother michael say to this.
ready ready ah? ready? ok. Julian stop talking.
Death is a natural course of life
departing of the suffering of all is somthing you could think or
the ending of hapiness to a better happiness.
Treasure every day like its your last.
survive all the difficulties and see things in a different light
Enjoy every wonderful moment and spend it never missing one.


OMGGG! TOMMOROW HAVE MUSIC WE PERFORMING!!! THIS VIDEO!!



The Flyer and christab





















Singapore Fliyers..
















We Were at the singapore flyer!!Playing cards and eating a hidden loot of ruffles in kimberly's bag 0238u5401Feet High ... Here are the photos~! Enjoy.


Crystal!BElls

CrYSTABELLA has Forgiven me For doing NOTHING!
her Ims is over. Ims=%@73 Indonesian menstrome syndrome.
Yay can start acting wierd with her WOOHOO!


RANDOM THOUGHTS

Random thoughts
Mr b gives lots of revision notes to do.
Mrs carter huntams us on wednesday
angel doesnt share her Ipod touch.
Ashley hates people touching her squishy
Maddie wastes shumins ipod battery
Howard is a loser.
Mr toh talks too much
Mrs williams is sweet.
Libras are cool.
I know ur tired of reading Ill shut up


Change

The definition of change:To alter; to make different; to cause to pass from one state to another; as, to change the position, character, or appearance of a thing
Apparently Change is inevitable.
It comes and it goes.
Its unavoidable no matter what you do.
Its all around us
You can run from it.
Or you can just accept it.
Its hard.
I know.
Its happening right now to me.
I really want to go back one year
Itll nvr happen.
stop wishing.
Accepted
But ill be so different this year...
So many things has changed... Now nicole isn't as happy... there are new students . Maryanne is gone.. cards are in and tennis is out. basketball is liked by more... the teachers are different
the people in my class. their mentality... its all changed..for example... Muriel is now more open and maddie has become usable again... howard too.. getting used byy szeyuan and jeremy. last year they finally stopped... and now.. back. Im now going for student council.Wishing wanting mine for the taking. Everything will change.Now im learning the guitar and i suck and Im working hard at school.

CHANGE. Its What We all Hate to Love. -3456


Spam posting

I LOVE SPAMMING AT POSTS its so fun.


Gossip!

Ok.... Im not a gossip kinda person ((( HAZEL )))
but well... very pissed off in the afternoon...
Ok... firstly friends dont judge right?
that isnt related but
Friends will accept you for what you do right>???
ok so i finally thought hmm maybe he can be a maddie with a little consideration
but today.... Such AN ARSE(in america) hoolle .
Ok heres the story
During English we were suppose to do the whole reading group thing and JUlian and Jed went with me and i dragged kimberly along and we read in a fun way and only another group did that
the rest of the class were reading by themselves (LONER!) no offence. And because the class was silent Jeremy was angry that we were reading loudly wtf LOL. Even the teacher was ok wwith it... and was in the class at the time..
After we went back to our seats kept scolding me for reading loud.I think he is just angry for being left out!!! definetly.. Anyway Cplians should know shenna likes attention and being loud in class at 'THE WRONG TIME' too and got sent out for it alot of times so Thats what i said to jeremy and he said its just that I was at the wrong time ! LIKE WTF~~ omgosh This innocent pig is learning bad stuff from shenna the vouger and stubborn attention seeker who is now replacing angel for maryanne -> the FAME tool. i mean comon! if you wanna join in the fun just do. i mean no one CARES!! He already read the whole freaking book..STUPID FKING PEOPLEE OTHER THAN HIm. lol sorry... i have hatred problem s.. cuz its ok when some loser makes fun of you or irritates you or insults you but your friend??? THATS JUST FKING hORRIBle .


American Idol...

BLAH Blah
ADSIADRASIWMCN
watching american idol now...
hoping scott mckentire(spelling-_-'')
gets in. Blind but talented Bleh...
We can see and we're losers...
Jealous!!!!


Blog Layout :lllllllll

Ok.. So heres the deal... I know the blog layout is like a girls kind... yep. but the stupid blogger html thing couldn't work on others... so had to settle with this so GET THIS straight.. IM A boy.
RED~RED~RED~RED~RED~RED~RED~RED~RED~RED


Schoooooll 11/03/09


I woke up.

Sleepy.

Usual.
Bus.

Walk.

School

Subject

Break

SubJect

Subject

Break

Subject

Pissed off by....

Home

Tuition

Home

Now.